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I can still see my mother's eyes
Full of tears
all the promises you made
Shortly turned to pain
All the hatred in your heart made you this monster
You left your mark
Are you proud father

I can't wish this all away
You've scarred me for Life
I won't forget
I will always remember
The man you never were
I'll always remember
The bruises you left

I've lost all hope
For a father that I wanted to know
I tried so hard
but I can't let go
I tried so hard
I can't let go


You will never change
You're Broken and fucked
Relentlessly
You tore me to shreds
You were supposed to
Teach me how to survive
But your hatred consumed you
Your fuckin dead inside

Hit me again tell me that I'm nothing
Hit me again give me all your hate
I've been waiting for this day for far to long
I've been waiting to paint the walls with your fuckin blood!


I've whispered in the dark for far too long
Holding out my hands for help I've been suffering all alone

Living in a shell to scarred to move
Screaming out for help but no one knew
Holding onto to hope that you would change
Mother was right you'll always be the same

Death to the abuser
The Abuser

I've felt the cuts and wounds opened up
I begged you to stop but it wasn't enough
The blood dripping down my face like a fuckin dog
Is this what you want

I've done all I can
To remove you
From this place in my head
Where you are my father
Every chance I got
I wished I was dead
Now I live with all these fucked up things in my head

I've whispered in the dark for far too long
Holding out my hands for help I've been suffering all alone

Living in a shell to scarred to move
Screaming out for help but no one knew
Holding onto to hope that you would change
Mother was right you'll always be the same

Death to the abuser!!

The Abuser!

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from What Keep Me Up At Night, released March 10, 2017

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