What Keep Me Up At Night

by Stories Through Storms

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released March 10, 2017

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Track Name: Rage (Feat. Spencer Charnas of Ice Nine Kills)
Get the fuck out of my head

It's grip is getting tighter
It's voice is taking over
There's something inside I can't explain
I can feel it laughing
Why is this all happening
I think I'm going insane

It's been trapped inside my mind for
To long
clouding all my thoughts and
Reminding me of everything im not
Consciousness is fading out
And All the lights are dimming down
and I can't seem to find a way out
It's taking hold of everything inside my mind
Stiring up the demons I haven't exercised
It won't let go
Please save me from this hell inside

Blood on my hands
And hate in my heart
There's something inside thats Tearing me apart
I cant escape from this fuckin hell
I can't find a way out

Broken from the Inside
Well Have i lost my will to live
Slowly counting down the days
Till I fade away
The shadows in the nightmare
this madness buried in my mind
I know now There is no escape
From this rage




Fueled by the rage
And Driven by the hate
A creature that knows only pain
I've given everything
Just to stay away
I've given everything trying to be ok
ripping at my mind
And tearing at my heart
reminding me I was fucked from the start
The voices screaming at each other As i fall apart

piece by piece
I break
bit by bit
I'm ripped to shreds
Another bottle down
Trying to drown it out
As the clock ticks down
I feel my time running out

I am just its puppet
I've lost all control
You can't save me anymore

Broken from the Inside
Well Have I lost my will to live
Slowly counting down the days
Till I fade away
The shadows in the nightmare
this madness buried in my mind
I know now There is no escape
From this rage

I'm the creature in the night
I'm the face inside your mind
I am fear in the purest form
I am everything you hate
And I am everything you love
Sent from below and damned by above!
Fuck!

Sent from below and damned by above!
Track Name: Snake Bite
I've been living my life all wrong

Bled out and let down
Drowned by my fear and doubt
I've gotta find a way out

Sin after sin
Night after night
I'm ruining my whole life

Another drink for the pain
Another pill to sleep at night
I don't know how long I'll survive

Everyday I'm criticized
Torn to to shreds
By the leeches
The ones with no spine

I feel so broken
I feel so cold
I've done all I can
To stay true to myself

over and over im told that im nothing
over and over im told that it
I will fail

But I'm not doing this for you
I'm doing it for me and the ones who believe
Don't you dare stand in my way
Just remember my name


Every line I write
Every word I speak
There's always one of you there to judge me
Just let me be me
I won't give this up
I won't let it die
I've been pushing for my whole life
And if you think I'm sorry
Fuck you I'm not!

just an outcast
In dead least
a lost cause
There's no hope

Now I empty every feeling onto this sheet
This pen is my weapon
I'll make this world my own
You won't stop me

Fear is the only thing that I've ever known
Pain is the only thing that ever made me grow
Living in a world where there's always no hope
I found a way to cope but you think it's just a joke
Fear is the only thing that I know pain is the only thing that made me grow
Living in a world where there's always no hope
I found a way to cope but you think it's just a joke

Everyday I stand here pushing and fighting for my dream.
Giving everything I have to be something
something more than average
Something more than fake
You can't take a fuckin thing away from me
Your words will not stand in my way
At the end of the day
I will not amount to nothing

Every line line I write
Every word I speak

Every line I write
Every word I speak
There's always one of you there to judge me
Just let me be me
I won't give this up
I won't let it die
I've been pushing for my whole life
So if you think I'm sorry
Fuck you I'm not!
Track Name: Model 9
Another day on repeat
we made a life inside this cage it's hard to be hopeful
when our way of life won't change
Four walls with an artificial star has been the majority of my days


I dont, wanna fight no I dont wanna struggle for my whole life
i just want to find, find my place and do whats right
forever in a cage im trapped inside my own mind
so take me away take me away from the nine to 5
Five


All my friends gave their dreams for fail proof plans
But I refuse to slave
for your profit and demand
With world on my back
I can't watch my dreams slip through the cracks

I will be free
To live out these dreams
Energy follows thought this is all I've got

I dont wanna fight no I dont wanna struggle for my whole life
i just want to find, find my place and do whats right
forever in a cage im trapped inside my own mind
so take me away take me away from the 9 to 5

I'm not on your time
I'm not on your dime
This is my life
And my dreams to live by
I will not settle for safe
I know the risk
I will take my chances
And I will rise above this


We can't leave, no time to grieve.
Keep your head down while fulfilling other people's greed.
This world has become one big factory,
organic drones are the main manufacturing.


I will no longer let you control my fate
Materialistic in this time of hate
I will not give my blood sweat and tears
To live a life led in fear
Track Name: Jog On
Uh come on come on get up

You gonna talk the talk
You better walk the walk
Or get the fuck out of the way
Were living it up and we're doing it right
We don't give a fuck what you say
We're running down the clock and
We're doing what we love
I can promise
We're never gonna stop

We don't give a fuck
Living on the edge of life
Never stopping til the day I die

Let's light this place up
Pour another round
Let's tear this town down

Show me what you got
a bottle in my hand
And not a single fuck to give

Going till we drop
We can't afford to pray
So let's just go insane




Fuck your last call and fuck all your rules
You don't tell us when to quit
hold your drinks up show me what you got
the party never ends
get off your feet
Get off your feet Motherfucker scream with me

We don't give a fuck
Living on the edge of life
Never stopping til the day I die

Let's light this place up
Pour another round
Let's tear this town down

Show me what you got
a bottle in my hand
And not a single fuck to give

Going till we drop
We can't afford to pray
So let's just go insane


Everybody grab ahold
Were here to take control
Hold those drinks up high
Let's drink this place dry


Pour another shot
Take another round
It's time we get fuck down
With this new sound

Never gonna stop
Never gonna drop
Running till we're six feet in the, motherfuckin ground

Middle fingers up show'em
We don't give a fuck
We just turn it up while we're
Running down our luck

Party all night
Till the sunrise
This our time
This is our life

We don't give a fuck
Living on the edge of life
Never stopping til the day I die

Let's light this place up
Pour another round
Let's tear this town down

Show me what you got
a bottle in my hand
And not a single fuck to give

Going till we drop
We can't afford to pray
So let's just go insane
Track Name: The Abuser
I can still see my mother's eyes
Full of tears
all the promises you made
Shortly turned to pain
All the hatred in your heart made you this monster
You left your mark
Are you proud father

I can't wish this all away
You've scarred me for Life
I won't forget
I will always remember
The man you never were
I'll always remember
The bruises you left

I've lost all hope
For a father that I wanted to know
I tried so hard
but I can't let go
I tried so hard
I can't let go


You will never change
You're Broken and fucked
Relentlessly
You tore me to shreds
You were supposed to
Teach me how to survive
But your hatred consumed you
Your fuckin dead inside

Hit me again tell me that I'm nothing
Hit me again give me all your hate
I've been waiting for this day for far to long
I've been waiting to paint the walls with your fuckin blood!


I've whispered in the dark for far too long
Holding out my hands for help I've been suffering all alone

Living in a shell to scarred to move
Screaming out for help but no one knew
Holding onto to hope that you would change
Mother was right you'll always be the same

Death to the abuser
The Abuser

I've felt the cuts and wounds opened up
I begged you to stop but it wasn't enough
The blood dripping down my face like a fuckin dog
Is this what you want

I've done all I can
To remove you
From this place in my head
Where you are my father
Every chance I got
I wished I was dead
Now I live with all these fucked up things in my head

I've whispered in the dark for far too long
Holding out my hands for help I've been suffering all alone

Living in a shell to scarred to move
Screaming out for help but no one knew
Holding onto to hope that you would change
Mother was right you'll always be the same

Death to the abuser!!

The Abuser!
Track Name: Dead and Gone
We were young and full of love
Before a life of pain and drugs
I couldnt see what i'd started until it was done
I turned my back on you now theres no pictures of your face see your voice it escapes me

Theres a never ending ache in my brain
You were only seventeen
Should have had the strength to keep you away
When im in that state my brain doesn't work that way
I wish i could have held you at the end
I cant stop thinking of what we could've been
My time with you was stretched so thin

Working on a way to live without you I am all alone. Fighting to accept that that you are dead and gone

And ill never forget
people and places became shadows and silhouettes
Its been a while now but the look on her face is still fresh in my head.
I should have never left you in that place
I should have found a way to get you out
This was the day i promised I'd change

Theres a never ending ache in my brain
You were only seventeen
Should have had the strength to keep you away
When im in that state my brain doesn't work that way
I wish i could have held you at the end
I cant stop thinking of what we could've been
My time with you was stretched so thin

Working on a way to live without you I am all alone. Fighting to accept that that you are dead and gone

I can't even breathe without you
I can't breathe because you're gone I can't even breathe without you
I'm drowning all alone

I'm alone