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What Keep Me Up At Night

by Stories Through Storms

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Get the fuck out of my head It's grip is getting tighter It's voice is taking over There's something inside I can't explain I can feel it laughing Why is this all happening I think I'm going insane It's been trapped inside my mind for To long clouding all my thoughts and Reminding me of everything im not Consciousness is fading out And All the lights are dimming down and I can't seem to find a way out It's taking hold of everything inside my mind Stiring up the demons I haven't exercised It won't let go Please save me from this hell inside Blood on my hands And hate in my heart There's something inside thats Tearing me apart I cant escape from this fuckin hell I can't find a way out Broken from the Inside Well Have i lost my will to live Slowly counting down the days Till I fade away The shadows in the nightmare this madness buried in my mind I know now There is no escape From this rage Fueled by the rage And Driven by the hate A creature that knows only pain I've given everything Just to stay away I've given everything trying to be ok ripping at my mind And tearing at my heart reminding me I was fucked from the start The voices screaming at each other As i fall apart piece by piece I break bit by bit I'm ripped to shreds Another bottle down Trying to drown it out As the clock ticks down I feel my time running out I am just its puppet I've lost all control You can't save me anymore Broken from the Inside Well Have I lost my will to live Slowly counting down the days Till I fade away The shadows in the nightmare this madness buried in my mind I know now There is no escape From this rage I'm the creature in the night I'm the face inside your mind I am fear in the purest form I am everything you hate And I am everything you love Sent from below and damned by above! Fuck! Sent from below and damned by above!
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Snake Bite 03:59
I've been living my life all wrong Bled out and let down Drowned by my fear and doubt I've gotta find a way out Sin after sin Night after night I'm ruining my whole life Another drink for the pain Another pill to sleep at night I don't know how long I'll survive Everyday I'm criticized Torn to to shreds By the leeches The ones with no spine I feel so broken I feel so cold I've done all I can To stay true to myself over and over im told that im nothing over and over im told that it I will fail But I'm not doing this for you I'm doing it for me and the ones who believe Don't you dare stand in my way Just remember my name Every line I write Every word I speak There's always one of you there to judge me Just let me be me I won't give this up I won't let it die I've been pushing for my whole life And if you think I'm sorry Fuck you I'm not! just an outcast In dead least a lost cause There's no hope Now I empty every feeling onto this sheet This pen is my weapon I'll make this world my own You won't stop me Fear is the only thing that I've ever known Pain is the only thing that ever made me grow Living in a world where there's always no hope I found a way to cope but you think it's just a joke Fear is the only thing that I know pain is the only thing that made me grow Living in a world where there's always no hope I found a way to cope but you think it's just a joke Everyday I stand here pushing and fighting for my dream. Giving everything I have to be something something more than average Something more than fake You can't take a fuckin thing away from me Your words will not stand in my way At the end of the day I will not amount to nothing Every line line I write Every word I speak Every line I write Every word I speak There's always one of you there to judge me Just let me be me I won't give this up I won't let it die I've been pushing for my whole life So if you think I'm sorry Fuck you I'm not!
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Model 9 04:33
Another day on repeat we made a life inside this cage it's hard to be hopeful when our way of life won't change Four walls with an artificial star has been the majority of my days I dont, wanna fight no I dont wanna struggle for my whole life i just want to find, find my place and do whats right forever in a cage im trapped inside my own mind so take me away take me away from the nine to 5 Five All my friends gave their dreams for fail proof plans But I refuse to slave for your profit and demand With world on my back I can't watch my dreams slip through the cracks I will be free To live out these dreams Energy follows thought this is all I've got I dont wanna fight no I dont wanna struggle for my whole life i just want to find, find my place and do whats right forever in a cage im trapped inside my own mind so take me away take me away from the 9 to 5 I'm not on your time I'm not on your dime This is my life And my dreams to live by I will not settle for safe I know the risk I will take my chances And I will rise above this We can't leave, no time to grieve. Keep your head down while fulfilling other people's greed. This world has become one big factory, organic drones are the main manufacturing. I will no longer let you control my fate Materialistic in this time of hate I will not give my blood sweat and tears To live a life led in fear
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Jog On 03:14
Uh come on come on get up You gonna talk the talk You better walk the walk Or get the fuck out of the way Were living it up and we're doing it right We don't give a fuck what you say We're running down the clock and We're doing what we love I can promise We're never gonna stop We don't give a fuck Living on the edge of life Never stopping til the day I die Let's light this place up Pour another round Let's tear this town down Show me what you got a bottle in my hand And not a single fuck to give Going till we drop We can't afford to pray So let's just go insane Fuck your last call and fuck all your rules You don't tell us when to quit hold your drinks up show me what you got the party never ends get off your feet Get off your feet Motherfucker scream with me We don't give a fuck Living on the edge of life Never stopping til the day I die Let's light this place up Pour another round Let's tear this town down Show me what you got a bottle in my hand And not a single fuck to give Going till we drop We can't afford to pray So let's just go insane Everybody grab ahold Were here to take control Hold those drinks up high Let's drink this place dry Pour another shot Take another round It's time we get fuck down With this new sound Never gonna stop Never gonna drop Running till we're six feet in the, motherfuckin ground Middle fingers up show'em We don't give a fuck We just turn it up while we're Running down our luck Party all night Till the sunrise This our time This is our life We don't give a fuck Living on the edge of life Never stopping til the day I die Let's light this place up Pour another round Let's tear this town down Show me what you got a bottle in my hand And not a single fuck to give Going till we drop We can't afford to pray So let's just go insane
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The Abuser 03:38
I can still see my mother's eyes Full of tears all the promises you made Shortly turned to pain All the hatred in your heart made you this monster You left your mark Are you proud father I can't wish this all away You've scarred me for Life I won't forget I will always remember The man you never were I'll always remember The bruises you left I've lost all hope For a father that I wanted to know I tried so hard but I can't let go I tried so hard I can't let go You will never change You're Broken and fucked Relentlessly You tore me to shreds You were supposed to Teach me how to survive But your hatred consumed you Your fuckin dead inside Hit me again tell me that I'm nothing Hit me again give me all your hate I've been waiting for this day for far to long I've been waiting to paint the walls with your fuckin blood! I've whispered in the dark for far too long Holding out my hands for help I've been suffering all alone Living in a shell to scarred to move Screaming out for help but no one knew Holding onto to hope that you would change Mother was right you'll always be the same Death to the abuser The Abuser I've felt the cuts and wounds opened up I begged you to stop but it wasn't enough The blood dripping down my face like a fuckin dog Is this what you want I've done all I can To remove you From this place in my head Where you are my father Every chance I got I wished I was dead Now I live with all these fucked up things in my head I've whispered in the dark for far too long Holding out my hands for help I've been suffering all alone Living in a shell to scarred to move Screaming out for help but no one knew Holding onto to hope that you would change Mother was right you'll always be the same Death to the abuser!! The Abuser!
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We were young and full of love Before a life of pain and drugs I couldnt see what i'd started until it was done I turned my back on you now theres no pictures of your face see your voice it escapes me Theres a never ending ache in my brain You were only seventeen Should have had the strength to keep you away When im in that state my brain doesn't work that way I wish i could have held you at the end I cant stop thinking of what we could've been My time with you was stretched so thin Working on a way to live without you I am all alone. Fighting to accept that that you are dead and gone And ill never forget people and places became shadows and silhouettes Its been a while now but the look on her face is still fresh in my head. I should have never left you in that place I should have found a way to get you out This was the day i promised I'd change Theres a never ending ache in my brain You were only seventeen Should have had the strength to keep you away When im in that state my brain doesn't work that way I wish i could have held you at the end I cant stop thinking of what we could've been My time with you was stretched so thin Working on a way to live without you I am all alone. Fighting to accept that that you are dead and gone I can't even breathe without you I can't breathe because you're gone I can't even breathe without you I'm drowning all alone I'm alone

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released March 10, 2017

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